who don't wanna be one of those who wait for things to happen, to be able to slack off during the crucial times, to say 'i don't know' and walk off from the situation? its so easy to be such characters, but, doesn't it at least... tickles the mofos? being so useless & fucking tiny in a group work?

i wish i can be one of these pussies in group projects but i can't (i might fall&die the next moment i transform). i have always been labeled 'LAZY' but i know the limits to lazing and importance of hitting my deadlines. i don't wanna get frustrated over this mini shit but it just pains me to see u WAITING FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN. whats worse is YOU made me a pusher - to push you to work, FUCK OFF. i'm not even paid to be your part time guardian. [ bullshits : 'eh what to do' 'i don't know' 'how' 'you do 2 i do 1' etc ]

get the hints that you are disliked.


ah, and i don't feel a little bit better from the ranting.
though the monday (dinner/talk/chill) was all great, i'm reminded of mother fuckers.