more painful den the feeling of seperation. grief. and think of the past. deep down in my heart its cries of torture and suffocation. but who can hear? i had no doubts tat im feeling moody and had no concentration in anything. im pathetic. at first i tried to be happy. i tried to act tough. but now the conditions went worse.
i kept having flashbacks. damn damn damn. i hadnt thrown away the bad memories. i will nvr, but i still rmb the good ones.
flashbacks! flashbackS!!!
i feel empty, spaced out, off the tracks of cycle. but i'll try. i wanna grow tough. but i wont forget about...
fuck these shit days.