it was a long day with julius yesterday. thanks alot of accompanying for the whole day (or vice-versa). practically he was with me the WHOLE day. no. two days i should say. =D. though ur words of enlightenment did make me feel better but i still couldnt get rid of the thoughts. but u r right. i shouldnt feel sad. it cant change anything. but i ruled out the possibility of forgetting. it is almost an impossible thing for some1. to forget wat had happened. probably to blurred out is also a difficulty.